This is my 330th blog. Looking back on some of my blogs (not all - who has that kind of time?) I see rehashes of similar topic. At first I found this a little disappointing. Why am I repeating the same stuff, where are my new thoughts? Tough to answer.
I do train. I do attend every class I can, whether they are my classes or not. I try to be mindful of what I do. I commit as much time as I have available without jeopardizing the other priorities in my life. At times it is a juggling act, at times it is perfectly easy, balance is the word I try to apply to this.
Kung Fu makes me happy, it brings me peace. It is a purposeful separation from the rest of the day that allows me to focus on me. My family and my dog also bring me immense amounts of peace, but it is a shared peace. Kung Fu is mine. While I do share a portion of my happiness resulting from the privilege of learning Kung Fu, I keep a little place inside me that is just mine (happy place?). Greedy and self-serving, I don't think so, I feel it is a necessity to regenerate and renew myself.
Anyways, I started this blog with absolutely no direction (little trick I use to overcome the "block") and just let the thought train choose it's own path Choo choo, next stop, numbers....
P/UP 19858
S/UP 19784
SPAR 530 min (unchanged)
1609KM 1078.11km
AOK 980 recorded
HAND FORM 375
WEAPON FORM 325
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