Too Much Time

    For me, having too much time to do something is detrimental, it quickly turns into nothing. This time off of regular classes has born no fruit, so to speak. With the lack of time constraints, procrastination took over. Sure I've now have had ample time for some injuries to start to heal, but at the same time, the damage my overall training that has happened is disappointing. I relied to much on others to train with me instead of just getting up and doing it on my own. 

   I really wanted to work on my fork form this week, add some pizazz to it. Instead I all added was rust, to the fork and to me. I had the opportunities and the time, but didn't take advantage of either. And now it is back to the rush of the "schedule". I am disappointed in myself, yet again.

   It is odd that the busier my day, the more I get done. Weird right? I guess it all depends on my definition of busy. Take yesterday for example. Both Deb and Kody had to work, so it was just me and the dog. I had a list of chores I gave myself, and I managed to get them done, "good job Don!". But the list was weak, it only took me a couple of hours to do, so the rest of the day I did nothing, nada, zilch. I did manage to watch a couple of really bad movies that I know Deb would have hated, so there is that right? Wrong. Hours and hours of missed opportunities.

   All kidding aside, I am recharged and anxious to get back at it at the Kwoon. I need the structure, I need the PUSH to get my mojo going. Excited to see you all Monday on the mats.