I Am....Organized

 I Am....Organized

 

   I like to think I have a fairly good handle on the life I live. My job, my marriage, my home, my family, my Kung Fu, my finances, my thoughts (haha yah right), I do my best to prevent any really big bumps in the road. I plan, I write stuff down (repeatedly sometimes), I talk things through, I research, I sometimes even ask for advice, it is just the way I am. 

   But life happens, things can go sideways with no warning at all. To that I tip my hat, you got me unaware this time fate but " fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me ".

   Not being prepared for something will eat at me to no end. And not being prepared for something is entirely on me. I will not share the fault with someone else when I was (and am) responsible for my own actions.

   I must organize not only for success but for failure. To deny one is to be blind in the other. Sure I want to lay down a concrete path to travel on, one with nice straight perfect edges and smooth as silk, but that is a dream world full of butterflies and calorie free chocolate. The path I tend to find has twists and turns, bumps and potholes and forks without signs. So I must plan. I must prepare. I must organize. 

   Even writing this blog, I had to not just organize my thoughts but re-organize my thoughts as the blog started to deviate from it's intended path, taking on a life of it's own. But that is okay, I rolled with the flow of my intent, re-organizing as needed, till I got to the end. The end.