Metallica "Frantic", this song and it's lyrics are ringing so true with me right now. You either know the song or not, but three particular lines are kicking me in the butt pretty hard.
If I could have my wasted days back
Would I use them to get back on track?
and
My lifestyle determines my deathstyle
and
You live it or lie it!
Weave what you want into those three passages. I am using them as nuclear powered motivation. In fact right now I am shaking with anger and anxiety over thinking about the time I have wasted in my life, so much I should have done, people that are gone that I should have spent more time with, so many missed opportunities, to much time waiting on others, so many things left unsaid to those I care about. Life is way to short and I am way to old to waste what I have left.
Sorry for the tone of the blog but my Favorite Auntie Connie ( my Dad's sister ) passed away yesterday and I haven't seen her in years, totally my fault, and now I will never see her again. I am totally (bad word) at myself for this. Wasted time, gone,
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