I have fallen off the wagon, I am wallowing in a pity party of one. Since late December, my training has outright sucked. No good reason, no injuries, just plain old lazy. I'm not sure what has changed because I think about Kung Fu all the time, but mediocrity has planted itself firmly in my lap. I look back at my log book and it is a embarrassment of zeros (yes I record my numbers every day, zeros included). Sure I have had some bumps in the road over the past 3ish weeks but that is just an excuse. Prime example was yesterday, I had a golden opportunity to train, instead, I napped in my chair. Now I am both mad and disappointed in myself, but what am I going to do about it?
All I can do is to start anew, so right now, I am going downstairs to train. Lets hope this is the start of a new attitude, a personal butt kicking, an eviction of the mediocrity presence I have created for myself. And hopefully, the last time I have to write about this.
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