Sunday, June 23, 2024

Unfocused and Overwhelmed

     This past week has been dismal for me. No focus at kung fu, no focus on my training, lack of energy, not feeling 100% - more like 40% or less, and then there is the icing on the cake, the north American wide cyber attack on our in house computer system (CDK) at my work. It has been a crap crap crap week. I honestly can't think of one step of progress I have made this week. Mentally and physically I am spent. 

   The biggest drain on me right now is the cyber attack. It is going to be a living HELL on me once they get it up and running again and this is consuming my every thought. Once this nightmare is resolved by our service provider, I will be putting in some very long days in the near future to get my inventory caught up and working properly again. So if I seem distant over the next little while it is most likely because I am running stocking policies and procedural scenarios in my head.  I pride myself on my inventory's exactness and organization, almost $1,000,000 with over 14,000 individual parts with less then .001% variance. I do my best to keep it pristine and accurate. This cyber attach has decimated years, no actually decades, of hard work and it is demoralizing. I will be getting pressure from multiple sides once it is operational again by people who have NO idea what they are talking about and think any monkey can do what I do, but se-lä-vē. I will take each Hydra-nightmare scenario as it appears, chopping it's head off and moving onto the next adventure.

   So I will breathe, I will focus, I will endure. I will deflect the anger and the rage and frustration with humor and understanding and of course Kung Fu! The alternative is unacceptable.

 


 

P/UP 15297

S/UP 15225

SPAR 450 min

1609 KM  795.10km

AOK  740 recorded

HAND FORM 225

WEAPON FORM 200

MASTERY 15

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