Tis the end of the Year of the Rabbit and time for some reflection. I do have a bucket full of “hopes” for the Year of the Dragon, but I also had a bucket full for this last year. Suffice to say, I am not proud of my progress this last year. While it was not a total failure, my commitment to my goals has been dismal. I could cliche the crap out of it, but I won’t. That would be detrimental to my ability to move on. So I will do just that, move on.
One of my big, no, biggest obstacles right now is how to accept the vast variety of so called “help” I am being offered by others. I think I can take criticism fairly well, I think, but lately it just seems to be everywhere, suffocating me. I try to turn the other cheek, but I am out of cheeks. I have found myself on the edge of unleashing a fury of “help” directed at the individuals living in glass houses. But that is not who I am, so it makes me turn inward, reflecting on why I am at this junction. And I see I must make some changes because this is not sustainable. So I take a breath, clear my mind and look at the light, not the dark. Negative is too easy, positive takes work, hard work, and that’s what Kung Fu is, Hard Work. Anyways….
Sorry for that but I needed to get it in print so I can reflect back later in my journey to see if I have succeeded getting back to me or if I am still living a farce.
So really looking forward to the Year of the Dragon, bring it on.
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