Sunday, November 2, 2025

Hard to Do, For Some (Me)

   Thursday''s Kids classes. Halloween game night. I was tasked with running one of the games. I have seen this game run by others many many times, I understand how the "rules" work. Well it was my turn to run the game this last Thursday. I realized very quickly that what I knew about the game and what I could openly orate to the students for instructions were two very different things. My mental road block went up immediately . I stammered, I hesitated, I was unclear, I failed. I was dying for someone else to come over and save me from this disaster. 

   Thankfully Todai Ferris just let it play out. As soon as I realized I was on my own (so to speak), I did what I could to salvage the game. I turned on the Goof. I started to have fun with them instead of being a spectator. While it was not an ideal outcome, it was what I had to give at that moment. There were still bumps on the road but it started to turn the corner from a disaster to mostly fun for the students. 

   I still feel it was a sub-par outing by me but it was also a great learning moment for me. What looks seamless and easy for another is because they are good at it and have obviously honed their skill to achieve this level of proficiency. Countless repetitions by them has made them both competent and confidant at this skill. I am not envious but in awe of the skill. 

Funny how teaching can be so unbelievably rewarding, if you let it be.


Push Ups  12250 , 

Sit Ups  11623

Sparring  700 min

1609KM  1561.09 km

Acts of Kindness  1400 recorded

Hand Form  385

Weapon Form  375

Mastery recited 35